Random Ramblings

A few mommy blogs that I frequent posted this list, and since I usually don't post random things, especially about myself, I figured I'd give it a go.

COUNTDOWN.....

Then things I wish I could say to Ten Different People Right Now:

1. I know you would love Noah SO very much... and I know you wish you were here as much as I wish you were still here
2. You are missing out on my life and the life of my sisters... it hurts me, but in the end it's your lost
3. You are the most incredible person I could've asked to share my life with, I feel like I am undeserving
4. I'm so grateful for you, you will never know the amount of love I have for you. It will forever surpass anything on this earth or in this lifetime
5. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for, and sometimes you just need to take a few deep breathes and be you
6. Changes only happen if you MAKE them happen. So... DO SOMETHING.
7. You can tell me anything, and although I may not agree with it, I will not be upset with you about it
8. I hope I show my appreciation to you, I hope you don't feel taken for granted
9. You are my one and only savior... I will never be able to repay you
10. I want to be more like you


NINE THINGS ABOUT MYSELF
1. I could live off cold cereal
2. I hate when the toilet paper is one the roll so that the flap is in the back... I WILL fix it
3. I let my anxiety take over my life sometimes, or at least rule it
4. I try to never change plans or bail on someone because I think it's SO rude and it makes me mad when people do it to me
5. I love getting emails, cards, notes... anything that says someone was thinking about me at some point
6. I could spend a whole day on the couch reading and never blink an eye (before I had Noah of course)
7. I enjoy hand stitching... I think there is something calming about it
8. I feel guilty that I don't get enough exercise, but that doesn't give me reason enough to go out and get more
9. I want LOTS and LOTS of babies, even though I know we'll be stopping at 3 or 4.

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1. Show me love, affection and attention
2. Show how much you care about the people I love
3. Don't judge me
4. Be honest
5. Give me praise for the things I do right
6. Surprise me
7. Be happy, positive and upbeat
8. Cook for me

SEVEN THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT
1. Losing someone I love
2. Frustration of knowing the devil likes that he can get in the places I am weak
3. House cleaning... why can I not get a grip on it
4. I wish I was with my baby... every minute of the day
5. I really should be doing something more productive
6. Can the floors mop themselves
7. Have I been nice enough today?

SIX THINGS I DO BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP
1. Wash my face/lotion my face
2. Floss/brush my teeth
3. Pray
4. Read
5. Put lotion on my feet
6. Give loves to my husband

FIVE PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT TO ME
1. God
2. Jesse
3. Noah
4. Tee
5. Guess....

FOUR THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Jeans
2. Mary jane shoes
3. Victoria's Secret PINK Socks
4. Striped shirt

THREE SONGS I LISTEN TO A LOT
1. I think I got it right, this time (Keith Urban)
2. I can only imagine (Winona)
3. Anything by U2

TWO THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Be the person that God wants me to be
2. Be the best wife/mother/sister/friend/grandmother (someday) I can be

ONE CONFESSION
1. My heart is always with my son... making me feel guilty that I am not the one to be with him and take care of him all day.